I cant sleep well last night. the thing is still hanging in my mind. I think I have to make all the mess clear today and make a new plan to move on. I finally have my two days off,but somehow its ruined. I was planning to have a really good relax, well, shit happens.
honestly,I feel lost and empty. all of a suddentness, I dont even know what I m working hard for. man…there I go again.
maybe I should just study and work and have fun by myself,that way i would never get hurt. I am not that greedy, am I?
Sin is leaving soon, it seems the older I am the fewer friends around me, and you just have to walk alone. People keep walking in and out of my life, hopefully I can keep the some good ones. yea see,I am not greedy.
